Targets
I need to set some targets and what easier way than to put it somewhere everyone who visits this blog would see. 1. Focus more on my studies. A definite goal would be to get a cgpa of 3.0 2. I screwed up SPB and I need to fix it. Targets: neXus redesigned and Sigma on track. 3. I need some time for myself to indulge in things that I like doing and also friends that I actually have fun with. Need to properly manage my time. 4. Try to get into a debate tourney and win. 5. Project Slingshot: Phase 2 must be saikou!It’s been a long time since I’ve met these guys. The last time we got together was sometime last sem and I can’t really remember what happened. But I know I definitely didn’t study much and wasted a lot of this with these fellows. This time around, a part my brain is telling me to stay away from these guys because I need to concentrate on my studies and get a proper cgpa. I’ve already screwed an assignment because of them. I really can’t afford to lose more. So, if you see me, remind me to study and not hang out with Laziness, Procrastination, ‘Don’t care about my studies’ and ‘insert random time wasting stuff like L4D’.
It’s time to say goodbye, old friend.
Sometime back, when I was checking my usual RSS feeds, Ronin caught my eye. I had realised this fact several years earlier (I think I was 19 too) when I realised that there is no one I can truly be honest with without being afraid of repercussions like betrayal or ridicule or stuff like that.
This post will be a story (or an analysis with an accompanying story) with a story. The quotes are my past while the rest are my current thoughts.
Life is full of quotes and people telling you to never give up. That perseverance will get you through in the end. That if you never give up, you will achieve your goals.
But sometimes, the goal is too far away or too ambiguous and we can’t get a hold of it. Sometimes our goals are too lofty that even if we do see it through the end, you will be left battered and a shell of yourself. Sometimes, you just have to abandon the sinking ship. Giving up and moving on in a graceful manner is harder to do than most people think. I think I did a pretty good job and I wish you all the best.
P/S: This post is for a friend. I’m totally fine.
PP/S: Okay, I’m ronery lately, but that’s a post for another time. If I ever post.
