Black Holes and Revelations
First I’d like to apologise to those that actually wait hoping that I update my blog. I had a few interesting stories but since I didn’t write it when it was fresh, I forgot details and now I don’t feel like writing them.
Now, on to the topic. I have concluded today that life sucks. And that it has always sucked, and most probably will always suck. No, nothing happened. I just happened to realise this somewhere between waking up and watching a movie (I can’t pinpoint the exact time due to memory degradation). The reason is that there is no point in my life that I can think back now and think that I was truly happy. Stupid? Yes. Happy? Sometimes. But it was more of a fleeting thing, more of a gratification than happiness. So basically I had a Revelation that my life is a Black Hole.
I have for a long time realized that people always misunderstand me and I’m finally tired of correcting them. This hurts even more when the people that always misunderstand are those that claim to care or want the best for me. People may think of me what they will and I will not care. It’s part of having a sucky life. But I think I might falter in this resolution because I’m usually a sucker for making things better again. Here’s to not being stupid anymore.
PS: life sucks
Miracles
We always hope it happens. Most people don’t even make an effort. I believe miracles are created. So please help me make a miracle.
Ocha!
A website created by Edo. He asked me to join the team so that we can beat THAT with our collective brainpower. He has asked me to make a post for a very long time. I procrastinated. But after I watched Toshokan Sensou, I had to say something, even though some other people already said it. So I posted something on Ocha! Go to Ocha! now. And agree with me.
